There are stuffs these days in my mind, made me really uncomfortable. Application process, talking with graduate adviser and lots of others works to show them I am merited one for that position, all these stuffs have made me mad. Connecting with scientists(professors) is difficult than connecting to science. Scientists aren’t pure and exact but science, it is. What I’m looking for is science which is perfect, it doesn’t care which country you’re from, also doesn’t care which language you’re speaking. But admission office treat in different way. They accept just the flowers with great smell. Maybe I will smell great too, but not yet. But science doesn’t care which smell quality you have. Sometimes I become tired of emailing professors, and they become tired to response me. But the science never get tired of my curiosity. This is great. Thanks the evolution.
Gleam 